Wednesday, April 15, 2009


baby furniture from Baby USA
Our order is coming in, in about 6 weeks and is in the espresso finish. We only ordered the crib and changing table!

Week 15


How far along? 15 weeks!
Total weight gain/loss: 3 pounds
Maternity clothes? none just some Old Navy pants with elastic band.
Stretch marks? No just pre existing on the tata's
Sleep: As long as I have my body pillow in between my legs and a glass of tea next to my bed when I come back from frequent potty breaks I can do it!
Movement: Tap and jabs mostly on lower left abd.
Food cravings: Crab and granny smith apples
Gender: I say 'he' when referring to baby but have no real thoughts about it yet!
Labor Signs: None
Belly Button in or out? In
What I miss: Blue Moon
What I am looking forward to: Ultrasound for gender in four weeks!
Weekly Wisdom: Don't be offended when I roll my eyes at your old wives tale information
Milestones: Boob leakage ( is that a good milestone?)

Its almost back I can taste it!

So the last few weeks have been utter hell and most of it was spent in my chaise lounge nauseous as I watched repeating syndication television which ultimately made me more nauseous. My poor husband tried his best to seem caring and ask how I was doing but inevitably ended up playing live games online and avoiding me and when confronted he said he was scared of me which shocked me because I was unable to yell, get upset or start a fight, but in my non-lucid state I was difficult to deal with and unable to be pleased! So poor husband did his best to just stay away and avoid bothering me further! Although I can see the sun poking out and it seems as if, I may be emerging from my moody, nauseous, miserable month! What I wouldn't give for a full day of energy and eating whatever the hell I wanted with no fear!
Now I have been pregnant before so this should be old hat well I have labeled my husband's sperm 'demon sperm' that my body is rejecting and is hating to have anything to do with it! This baby is holding me hostage but if he's a mirror image of his father when older I may forgive him for the months leading up to it!
I'm looking forward to the upcoming months as long as their better and I can actually be close again to my loving husband I know he's dying for affection again!