So the last few weeks have been utter hell and most of it was spent in my chaise lounge nauseous as I watched repeating syndication television which ultimately made me more nauseous. My poor husband tried his best to seem caring and ask how I was doing but inevitably ended up playing live games online and avoiding me and when confronted he said he was scared of me which shocked me because I was unable to yell, get upset or start a fight, but in my non-lucid state I was difficult to deal with and unable to be pleased! So poor husband did his best to just stay away and avoid bothering me further! Although I can see the sun poking out and it seems as if, I may be emerging from my moody, nauseous, miserable month! What I wouldn't give for a full day of energy and eating whatever the hell I wanted with no fear!
Now I have been pregnant before so this should be old hat well I have labeled my husband's sperm 'demon sperm' that my body is rejecting and is hating to have anything to do with it! This baby is holding me hostage but if he's a mirror image of his father when older I may forgive him for the months leading up to it!
I'm looking forward to the upcoming months as long as their better and I can actually be close again to my loving husband I know he's dying for affection again!
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